all about you

yea, back from hiatus. i'm freakish-ly tied up so much so that i didn't have time to do any blogging. AND now that i do have the time, i just so think about something negative, and i have to blog about it.

am i UNFRIENDLY?

curiously, after much thinking, i realize that i might just be that very unfriendly sometimes. the problem with me is that i am just quiet. i don't talk much. i dun like to talk much. it's just kinda as if my prerogative to be quiet and live in my fantasy world. BESIDES, i'm an introvert! what can i say?

i'm a different person at different times. i have moods. just so happen that i tend to feel blue-black most of the time. if you've seen the occasional red and orange, you might not think that i'm such a peculiar guy after all.

that said, all i can say is that, you DON'T KNOW ME AT ALL, if you think that i am some weird PECULIAR emo kid DEVOID OF EMOTIONS. i'm no such creature. if you can take a second and see past this COLD ARMOUR i erected to protect my fragile heart, you might be able to see the halo shining above my head.

as with knowing you, knowing me,
loving you, loving me.

LOVE - it's as important as food, air and water...

my childhood traumas gave me a reason to forge this kind of stronghold. only true sincerity can go past and see wads underneath. do you understand? DO YOU?

It is far more impressive when others discover your good qualities without your help. - Judith Martin